i thought i might be done with this. left hand folded over and crushed. no longer working. now right hand going. need to go to bed every hour. what more to say. am sick to my stomach all the time and sitting up is an ordeal. but then o is lying down. does anyone really need to hear this chronicle. do i really need to write it. letters from friends. hard to write back now. what to say. no stamina for it. alienated from lola. nothing left for her and she has migrated to g. i am jealous. but how not.
watching big bang theory season 10. easy watching. interruptible without losing the plot. guess my mind is going from feeling so fatigued.