can’t leave fast enough. close down. get away. this is a trap and free people need to be free. even if plan fell through. that door is escape. dash. get away.
meanwhile is hidden for now. can pretend it away. resentments don’t matter from a distance. can face away. not looking.
lola is asleep with smile. not like yesterday when she was slumped morose in her bed all day. now just me who is morose. difficult. hateful. get away from her. get away.